God I had forgotten how much I love DeviantArt, whenever I'm bored or want to seek for something new, or when I want to have any specific pic I always end up turning to DA for the answer, it has so much good things that I'm amazed at how complete this site is.

It may be the CSS for the site but I just love to enter here and feel like I'm in somewhere special (maybe gray has something to do with it ha). I haven't uploaded anything, yet I have a few pics I've been wanting to upload, every time I look at them I think "hey I have to upload this to DA" but always forget ha.

It's been 5 months since my last update, maybe that's why I haven't done anything about it, but it's amazing how many things can happen in just about 365 days, let alone a full month.

Right now I'm full of plans that I want to accomplish, but are not the typicall plans of "doing this amazing thing 'hopefully'" but real believable things. I was talking to someone just today about them and said "hey but that seems to take some years of work, it seems hard", but then I think "isn't everything hard worth it?".

There's seldom a negative thought about what I want to do, but for some reason there's always the theme song (really!) for Wishes at Magic Kingdom where at the end Mickey says "and the best part is that you'll never run out of wishes". The first time I heard that I just wanted to cry, is like Mickey knew what to say to make me feel better and want to really accomplish those dreams. It may be kiddy, but the truth is that it doesn't matter.

Another reason that makes me want to get older and be able to talk about these experiences is the fact that a friend of mine passed away. I couldn't believe it when a friend called me to tell me about it, and up to today it seems that she's still with us. Is not that we were the best friends ever, but for some reason I kinda liked her attitude. I remember talking to her and having lots of fun (even with the car key problem haha). So I think that the best way to show her that I deserve to be here is to try really hard to accomplish what I want to do while I'm still here, you know, as a sing of respect to both her and the opportunity I have to be here.

And still looking far ahead into the future it seems to have be so much time, yet so little time. Screw professional activities, the real deal is outside with real experiences, not killing myself for decades to not being able to enjoy what other people will by my work. Of course I don't believe all I'm saying because everything is so complicated that it's hard to paint it in simple words, still it's good to let it go.

So this year is ending, but is not just another year, was a year full of building dreams and wishes that hopefully will start next year. And when I look back to everything I have lived (is not like it's been a lot, but as a retrospective only), as I said to a friend I love, this is just the beginning.

Happy New Year to everyone!